Too religious ?or is it to free to think .

Receiving my result today …
Yeah,there is really no enthusiastic in seeing all my A-s..
Though,i may get high marks,but what really become my joy is the time,
i spend to prepare for exam. though i’m not that clever compare to all the scholars,
i also can get ‘it’,through Him! The time-consuming effort i made to study,while others play.
Time when i’ve to go to church/CG,while i still want to study,i have a war in mind,
wheter to pön ( singlish of abstain in )or not,which after all is about our decision,to choose the right thing to do-put God first in my life. Maybe,the result is great,but trully, i have no joy in that,what really i’ve felt is joyness,of walking and growing with God,through out the exam ..
Exam is not time for me to strive for marks again,yes-it still important,but rather it is time for me,again,to walk and grow in God,and i will always love God ^^ …

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