some thoughts,little thinking
about inspiration …
Inspirations are always present there.. But you will not realize it, till you dare to grab it .. and make it real
little anecdot, little effort , strive.
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I still remember my secondary life in Medan. My fellow class mates laught at me when I say, I will try to get the scholarship. It is not without reason. Almost everybody in my class join that. And, I am not even ever reach top twenty five in my class. But, I know. It may not sound too realistic for the time being. But, as I work harder, I’d like to call that strive even harder, and pray vigorously. I got it.
When we make the decision, we will find the solution. Sounds very easy. But , can we make the decision. It is not just what come out from your mind, but it takes action for one to call it a decision , my decision ! So, simply , when we take action , we will find the solution. We will not get a solution, before we strive in it and put efforts.
And one thing we need before we are able to choose to take an action is dare. You gotta have motivation. Hope. Simply because we are human. And it is one make us do something. When you found hope, you will do something. Right ? But, when you are desperate, you find no hope. Simply we’ll just slacking around finding reasons or things to blame for our condition. And, I have a hope. Hope that can not be shaken! Because, The Bible, The Word of God say to me that “ I can do all things through Him who strengthens me ! “
Continuing on to previous anecdot, in the new school. Every thing seems awkward. Or am I the awkward one ? Soon, I say to myself, I must become the top student. People laught at me again. They brand me that, and I achieve it. Sounds easy, I achieve it. But behind the scene, every sweat I tears and every sacrifice I made. I know it worths. It ain;t go nowehere. I work hard and I value my own talent. Even if I do not get it, I know, I have valued my own talent. And, it will not go nowhere. But, I know it will pays off, if not now. Next time.I do it not for fun or proving my self. I know who I am. I am the children of God. And, how I am able to shine my light in the world, while I am worse than the others ?
One thing I know for sure, do not let other people say that you can not do something. Because you can ! And, like what Adidas says, Nothing is impossible. Problems come ? Beat it ! If you do not how to beat it, be prepared to attack it. And, you are the champion. You will win.
striving in the road
Looking back to my memory in my secondary school pics in indonesia,i realize ..
After all,there’s no significant/joy in looking at my rank in class that i used to be mad off and aiming like crazy before ..
Rather,what touch and (surprisingly) yet still survive in my memory are the joy ,
the friends i’ve made there,relationship i build with people,impacting someone’s life and realising how i have grown,been shaped and,
realizing how i’ve changed through out the years, the years i have walked with Him and it is totally not about my marks or even worse,achievements. That left in my memories.
So,now realizing what more important,why should we still miss it & rather going crazy on what you know,only temporary joyous,even not in long term for human like us,so it can’t be eternity.Yes,it’s important for our future,best JC,then best UNI,then always the best,the best,without really learning!its not about missing all the best you can achieve.i want you to do the best.everything the best that you can.but,don’t ever mis the significant of the motive,heart,and it is all about God,after all what is important.glorifying God,are we doing God’s will or our own selfish will.yes,we can glorify God through our achievement in the so-called ‘outside world’(why we call it outside world,while it is us who contribute and must,must! impact there!),but if at the same time,we do not love one another and not building up friends,more importantly to share what you have achieved,and share your pain in hardship,sharing God’s love,do we really glorifying God?isnt it very uncouth to glorifyn ur self and say that it is to God,and isnt it very selfish wanting always the best, yes, God want us to excell in everything we do,but dont you know,everything work for the goodness,to those who love Him,it is not just about thinking our best in our worldly,worse selfish eyes and thought,but rather doing what God wants us to do and excell in God’s plan.God’s best may not be what best could mean to our disillusioned eyes,..
Yes,it is important to be a good srvant of God!pray!read bible,it is important!!must do! and it is also important to glorifying God in what we do now!! Its a cultural mandate!be the best in everything you do,do it such that you do it to Him!excellance! but at the same time,do we think about others,in our plan?isnt it about I,I,and always about I ? God never command us to be an antisocial man. Do God want us in succeed in all those thing?Yes!but also in sharing it! God want us to be active in the society,doing something great,not for our own ambition which then some of us renamed it as glorifying God,but for the whole society’s benefit,which also has done by Daniel ,.
So,after all,is it that i should love people more than my love to God?No!but rather it is about Loving our God,through loving (genuinely) others who are in need..like what the bible say in matthew that Jesus say,when i’m hungry you give me food .. And so on.Yes!we have to love God!praying,reading bible but all those are the basic,it is when you apply it,loving your neigbours,haeable friends,you really show your love to God.it is such an ironic,when you say you love God,when at the same time you hated your own brother/sister.. It is about loving others,like what Jesus say,love one another so that the world can see my love,through your love to one another.1kor9:23,menjadikan diri segala-galanya untuk semua orang. 1yoh 3:17-18
nice start ? smooth finish ..
as i strive in my plan
i realized
what i am doing was
walking, rushing , and running
from point to points
without enjoying the scenery
a waste ? not really .
a blossom ? not necessary.
When one play a dart
he aim to the centre
but when he get it
is it a long-lasting happiness
or when he miss it
he enjoy the missing
and be grateful for it ?
Or neither are correct ?
Every single second
gives me a chance to experience
more trouble and troubles
i know more about problems.
and i will solve it.
is it finish ?
but i choose. i have power for it.
i wan to finish it
and for it
i will prepared my self
and i will not let
problems or things starting beating me
i am the one who are supposed to beat them
and, i am prepared
and i will not let people say some thing is impossible
because, i will be prepared for it
and break the impossible.
because hard work and pray will prove itself.
nothing is nonsense
but we make it as nonsense
Too religious ?or is it to free to think .
Receiving my result today …
Yeah,there is really no enthusiastic in seeing all my A-s..
Though,i may get high marks,but what really become my joy is the time,
i spend to prepare for exam. though i’m not that clever compare to all the scholars,
i also can get ‘it’,through Him! The time-consuming effort i made to study,while others play.
Time when i’ve to go to church/CG,while i still want to study,i have a war in mind,
wheter to pön ( singlish of abstain in )or not,which after all is about our decision,to choose the right thing to do-put God first in my life. Maybe,the result is great,but trully, i have no joy in that,what really i’ve felt is joyness,of walking and growing with God,through out the exam ..
Exam is not time for me to strive for marks again,yes-it still important,but rather it is time for me,again,to walk and grow in God,and i will always love God ^^ …
